wala lang...

wala lang...

i'm forever waiting, blinded by my foolish feelings...




yes you cared but you never loved...




so please just kill my hope...




i wanted to be hopeless.. but i became hapless instead..




im forever bound to this feeling.. to you..




why can't i just disappear?.. so i could escape this feeling of hurt..




away, away, away from you.. from the tears...




i guess i'll just leave my heart.. too stubborn to just let go..




maybe, one day it will slowly die...




slowly stop beating..




for you..

Tinamaan ako!

Tinamaan ako!

At some point in your life

You’ll meet wonderful

People.

So wonderful that you’d

Fall for them

& think that

they feel

the same way too.

But the truth is

They’re just nice.

Too nice. T_T

Wow lakas makatama nitong quote na to ah! Sa totoo lang tagal ko na tong nareceive pero di ko pa rin binubura para lagi akong may reminder.. wag basta bastang mahuhulog sa mga mababait! Hahahaha..

Mas mabuti pang madikit sa mga salbahe e.. kasi sigurado di ka mahuhulog sa kanila. Maiinis ka pero at least.. walang sakit..

Kesa naman sa ilang taon na.. ayun.. mabait pa rin sya..

Hahahahaa!!!!!!!!!!! Whatev.. bakit ba ko nagpapaapekto sa mga quotes!!!?

Aun masaya kase matutupad na din ang pangarap ko na makasama sa ad congress!!! Yay Bukas kick-off ng students’ ad congress hindi ito ung talagang pangarap ko na ad congress pero pwede na rin.. ad congress pa din to.. madaming tungkol sa ads.. mga astiging concepts.. mga astig at kakainggit na tao.. at may contest pa.. gusto ko yatang sumali.. Lam ko wala akong binatbat pero masaya din siguro sumali dun.. pwede pa ilagay un sa resume.. ayos! Pinakamasaya sa lahat.. LIBRE TO!!!!!!!!!! WOWWWWWW!!! Di ako makatulog.. saya! Ung print ads ko sa Oakley tsaka ko na pag-iisipan.. papakasaya muna ko!..

Pampalubag loob na rin sa bagsak kong prelim sa PGC.. yan kase ang napapala ng feeling na di nag-aaral at nakikinig.. baka nga mabatukan ako ni lola nito ng di oras.. nakow!

Pero naisip ko lang.. siguro mas masaya kung event na ni Raymond ung pupuntahan ko bukas.. sayang.. pero ok lang sigurado mas bongga event ni Ymon kesa dito!..

Hay nako epekto nga naman ng thesis….

Break muna ko!

inspiration please!

inspiration please!

I am so desperate for ideas.

After coming up with an initial concept for my thesis, it seems that my idea bank has completely gone bankrupt..

Even worse, all print ad concepts (except for the 3 sustaining ads) are due this thursday..

I am on wits end trying to come up with a concept that will fit the general idea that I proposed for the brand!

In this mundane experience, I've more than proven that sometimes, small things, the things often neglected by everyone.. matter most.

Waaahh.. poor me.

Walls

Walls

Sometimes you have to put walls up...
Not to keep people out...
But to see
who cares enough
to break them down...

But.. what if someone had been trying to slowly chip the walls down but you've been too busy building more walls to even notice?.. And when the time comes that you do notice.. the person who indeed cared became too tired chipping your cold, lifeless walls and decided to just walk away..

At first, you smile.. thinking you’re safe from being hurt.. but as time passes you feel alone, sad, and you realize that you’re trapped inside the so-called fortress you built for yourself.

Yes you were able to escape hurt but unfortunately you can’t change the fact that you’ve become numb.. deprived of feelings..

Cold, Lifeless.

Pretty much like the walls you’ve carefully built over time.