re: erased blog entries

ok babawi ako.. since inamin ko na din naman ung alam mo na


di ba tinatanong ko sa sarili ko kung bakit kaya kahit kailan hindi kita matiis?


palagay ko alam ko na ang sagot matagal na.. di ko lang maamin..

Was It Something I Didn't Say - 98 Degrees

Something I didn't say
Something I didn't say

Spending another night alone
Wondering when
I'm gonna ever see you again
Thinking what I would give
To get you back, baby

I should have told you how I felt then
Instead, I kept it to myself, yeah
I let my love go unexpressed
'Til it was too late
You walked away

[Chorus 1:]
Was it something I didn't say
When I didn't say, "I love you"?
Was it words that you never heard
All those words I should have told you
All those times, all those nights
When I had the chance to?
Was it something I didn't say?
(Something I didn't say)
Was it something I didn't say?
(Something I didn't say)

Always assumed that you'd be there
Ooh, ooh, couldn't foresee
The day you'd ever be leaving me
How could I let my world
Slip through my hands, baby?

I took for granted that you knew, yeah
All of the love I had for you, yeah
I guess you never had a clue
'Til it was too late
You walked away

[Repeat chorus 1]

[Bridge:]
Oh, oh, all the words were in my heart
Well, they went unspoken
Baby, now my silent heart
Is a heart that's broken
I shoulda said so many things
Shoulda let you know
You're the one I needed near me
But I never let you hear me

[Chorus 2:]
Was it something I didn't say
When I didn't say, "I love you"?
Was it words that you never heard
All those words I should have told you
All those times, all those nights
When I had the chance to?
All those times, all those nights
When I had the chance to
Was it something I didn't say?
(Something I didn't say)
Was it something I didn't say?
(Something I didn't say)

Something I didn't say
(I'm so sorry, girl, so sorry)
Something I didn't say
(I'm so sorry, girl, so sorry)

Something I didn't say
Something I didn't say

(yuckies.. ang baduuy ko talaga minsan.. pero gusto ko tong
song na to kahit ano pa isipin nyo haha)

aun o.. nagtatago nga ba ako ngayon?


la lang baka kase di ko na makayanang manahimik pag nakita kita ulit..


(masama pa kase.. syempre, malamang u don't feel the same way and i might scare you away (na ni-ririsk ko na mangyari ngayon.. kahit slim lang ang chance para mabasa mo to..).. basta ayoko nga un mangyari..)


pero sabi ko nga lagi naman kitang di matiis..


pano na kaya?..

sorry talaga di ko rin alam kung bakit ko nararamdaman to eh.. if there's any way to stop this please tell me!!! asap!

(un, note to self: wag buburahin ang entry kahit pa masaktan or matauhan na wala talagang pag-asa ekek.. hahaha)

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"little steps..
striving to
open up
even by just a little..
too much silence
is sometimes..
so confining.."